I’ve started looking for attention more when I’m sad now and this isn’t the way to go:..like at all

this is why I can never be romantically involved with someone or better yet never have a crush on them…i’m a mess

I just snapped at my mom and i feel so bad :/ she would be so much better off without me

it’s kinda rlly hard to breathe lmao

oh man she literally is barely replying anymore I guess it’s over before it started?

‪me: i want to lose 100 pounds this year‬

‪rational brain: but if you lose 100 pounds you’d be underweight and die—‬

‪me: I want to lose 100 pounds this year ‬

I’ll just always remember when my friend said “you knew it was never going to work out” because she could’ve never been more right. I wanted it to work but we weren’t right…scratch we weren’t right,,,she wasn’t right for me

I won’t even post that I’m scared to get soft blocked on my main blog in case that weird ass girl still stalks me. lord knows she was CONSTANTLY DOING IT, going on my friend’s profiles and checking to see if they posted screenshots of our convos/snaps. so fucking weird

i get so scared and it’s like paralyzing and constantly checking to see if she still follows my socials bc she’s taking too long to reply so OBVI she hates me now and ugh

I don’t wanna say it still affects me but after I was soft blocked by that other girl I get rlly scared that it’s gonna happen again. I don’t want this girl to leave me I rlly like her and dhshhs it’s just the beginning but you know!!